"...But I wonder what I was doing. I was just staring and did not even stretch my hand out. I was scared of the result and couldn't take a single step forward. I was jealous watcing the paths everyone found with effort. By saying that I was different from everyone else, I was making an excuse for myself. I was afraid of being hurt. If there is no map, you won't know where to go. I thought you choose where to go after you have seen the map. But that was wrong. I am not lost because I don't have a map. I am lost because I have no destination."